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[14 Feb 2005|12:28pm] |
here are some away messages for valentine's day. god i love my friends.
valentinnnes
valentines day?
random thoughts, valentines day 2005, todays a holiday invented by greeting card co.s to make people feel like crap.-esotsm
cupid, you missed me you bitch
happy v-day love! (i love my lovelies- they are amazing!!!)
today's mission: survive the barrage of happy fucking couples in the pouring fucking rain on my way to lead fucking class discussion. happy valentine's day ya'll :-X i WILL survive until 420
happy valentines day! <3 ben & jerry
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[07 Feb 2005|09:55am] |
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ahh i have a crush. i totally realized it today after i had a dream about him. i don't want to say to much i guess, but he has the job that i want, he's much older than i,but he's fucking sexy as hell. he's a photographer and that just tops it all off, all a-round he's just fucking amazing to look at and talk to, but i get to nervous to talk about anything, i'm such a retard!!
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[05 Feb 2005|10:41am] |
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i took pictures at a tattoo and peircing studio yesterday and it totally wanted to get something pierced,my options range from ear peircings or my septum(again)since my work won't allow any type of anything on my face. and i really really want to get anouther tattoo. really bad. options range from a film reel around my ankle, and drew barrymore's tattoo of an angel carrying a bared name, i really like those.type. i went over to matt's house to party , some party, pshh i don't think i can bare to hang around matt anymore, his roomates bring senior high sluts in to party which i'm not down with, and everyone is kinda rude and needs medication. god i can't stand my mom anymore, what a coward what a bitch to her children, her precious dogs got sick over at the babysitters house and she over the phone blames my sister and i , saying god i bet those kids had chocolate or something laying around, i have had enough of this bitch. 1) THE DOGS HATE MY SISTER and i and never come in our room unless to shit and urinate. 2) WE DON'T EAT chocolate. 3) the dogs have been over at the babysitters for a little while now, so i'm sure whatever they ate it came from over there. dumb bitch always pulls this shit, and i/v had enough of her complaining abouot her weight. bitch go for a walk, don't eat fried foods, you might see a difference. she isn't a mother at all all that bitch does is complain. my sister and i were talking the other day and we have always been afraid to bring boys home or to actually want to have a wedding ceremony because we don't want to kiss anyone in front on them. so fucked up because my older sister went and got married and didn't tell them till a week later. it's so fucked up that we don't want our parents to meet the man we marry. that's def not normal and i think my parents did a horrific job of raising there children. I mean i'll be 20 this year and my mom still refers to me as a kid, and blames me for feeding the dog chocolate, i'm not 3 bitch.
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| ben fold's :rock this bitch |
[29 Jan 2005|02:34pm] |
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ben folds is the shit! The kids at his show sucked ass!1)" i didn't know one of the songs he played"- kid talking behind me on the way out. 2) jock boys pushed in front of me when i had an awesome spot 3) makeout couple behind me ewww. 4) gangsta homie kicking my seat, well more like the whole row but we were all to pussy to say stop! we eventually when up to the top and sat down behind his set up so seeing his face was not an option but seeing his bald spot and watching his fingers play the piano was. it was awesome, amazing, his fingers move so fast. it was great. i just woke up, it's 2:30pm. that's so sad.
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| orgy in psychology!! |
[20 Jan 2005|09:04pm] |
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i get a kick out of my psychology profressor, mary-ellen, she's either in her late 50's or early 60's and she's just great! she always wears these marching suits that you might see at the bon-ton or any department store but from five years ago. tuesday she talked about bowel movements and the amount of water with cause and effect, i wanted to die laughing evertime she said bowel movement, it was just so funny at 2:15 comming from her old mouth. and t top it off today in class someone farted really fucking loud and then like 10 seconds later who ever it was ( on the other side of the room thank god!) AFTER A PAUSE said excuse me! it felt like highschool again!! oh yes. and today she was talking about sympathetic nervous system, which involves sexual behaviors i.e my vagina is wet, or i got a boner .She then suggests that you can study by having sex as long as you scream out "your working my sympathetic nervous system, and then suggests we find a study buddy in the class room! then the weird ass boy beside me glances at me to which i opened my book and randomly starting reading in chaper 5!.ooo my! mary ellen your truely a class A act!
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[18 Jan 2005|12:50am] |
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I cut my hair tonight, well more like a nice trim! i cleaned and organized my room and did a load of laundry, went for jog until my face fell off! Wah!! yesterday ash and i went to king's gap and jogged the trail with the dogs! it was tons of fun! I'v been doing well with Joe's guidelines of veganism! woot woot! but i cheated today and ate a peice of chicken, but i'll never tell him that! organic peanut butter is my favorite! my face has a natural glow to it,tomorrow finish cleaning the car? maybe if it's not too cold!!.
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| wah |
[15 Jan 2005|10:54pm] |
since i'm now a customer service bitch for karns i get bitched at from bitches with college degrees whom leaves her kid at home, but her yelling almost makes me cry. fuckin wench, yelling over a simple mistake, go smoke some pot and chill! On a fun note Melissa and i went to the karaokee bar and sang walk like and egypian! ha yeah i didn't know the words except for the chorus. AND I don'tknow how to whistle. yeah but we had the spirit!
Haha YESterday i got blazed w/ ofir and liz me and Ash all played board games, it was crazyy, the board was crazy consisting of words like fart, bitch, urinate,urine,salsa, too much fun with game board, i remember laughing a lot, about what? who knows!
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| farm show wah |
[12 Jan 2005|03:12pm] |
So Ash and I went to the Farm Show in Harrisburg which is this crazy function for 4h nerds and animal lovers. I went generally to see some goats and piggies but when we got to the pig area they were all gone : (? torwards the end i started freaking out and getting social anxiety so i wanted to leave, but other than that a fun time. Here are some shots of the adorable animals.
 3 bums awww
( +17 )
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[06 Jan 2005|12:09am] |
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shaun of the dead- a gaiinn last night, only i wasn't alone, boy i'm going to miss my friends when the leave, i already miss A.
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| i can't help being an emotional reck or is it wreck? |
[04 Jan 2005|01:00am] |
i went to see meet the fockers this evening- not so funny. I guess i'm getting harder to please when it comes to comedy films. but Shaun of the dead is just amazingly halarious! rent it, don't rent some over-rated flick like dodgeball,( which i haven't seen but hear it's not funny)rent or buy this!!Shaun of the Dead
I have had CRAZzzz Pms this week, today esp., i can't stand to hear people complain or demand orders, or give them one moment of my time to hear things i know, it's just pissing me, making me scream in a rage and yell SHUT UP, WITH boggled eyes, it's funny because i was reading this "FIGHT PMS BOOK" AT karns while I had read all the celebrity magazines, as well as the sun and Star. And it was this little dollar booklet with tips about being calm and pms, it was crazy ass bullshit, like drink lots of water.Hhahah. IT I DRINK WATER I WON'T be SO HORMONALLY RAGED? what?
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[01 Jan 2005|03:07pm] |
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happy flipp'n new year.my new years eve/ 2 hours of new year kinda blew. i went over to matt's and it's just the fact that i'm only friends with matt there, and matt was makin out with his gal like everytime i turned around. b) i'm not down with the ae girls/ abrocrombie gals allright. c) my buzz was totally killed by my lack of happiness. d)i wish i was just retardly drunk. e) kid gave me his number but when it was the wrong number...f) i left @ 2/3 am and arrived alive! d) i had one weird ass dream, and now i must drink some water!! yea pretty much everyone @ that party was just too cool in H.S esp. the Jr. Girls that were there gag me why didn't i go to that crazy party in the wooden house.
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[30 Dec 2004|05:06pm] |
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Yeah So i bought a bunch of protein hair products today! YAY!! o work blew. who buys 600 dollars worth of food? weird ass motha fuckas!
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| HELLO MY NAME IS ROO |
[27 Dec 2004|01:56pm] |
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I'm going by Ruthe-A next semester...or life...Eventually I'll go by Ru once iN San Fran..but spelled ROO.
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[27 Dec 2004|02:41am] |
ugh i missing gift card from x-mas! either a) my mom is a clean freak and moved my card and forgot to tell me it's where abouts...b) fucking family member who dislikes me lifted it.
i'm so pissed off at my cousin's wife...she asked me to get her groceries last night and pretty much do her grocery shopping and then run them out to her house which is like hmmm 7-10 miles from mine ( my gas tank is on E ! OK) AND then she didn't leave me any money to get her groceries...so ummm how can i pay for your groceries if i don't have money, i'm sure as hell not using mine to provide for your family!. so i didn't and my sister when out to her house tonight and she was talking shit on me to the whole family for not getting her groceries..UMM how am i your bitch for grocery shopping, I DON'T DO FAVORS FOR ANYONE!. if she ever says anything to my face...that bitch will hear it! ugh apperently my appearace was also a hot topic at the party..FUCK THE SHILDT FAMILY, I'M ASHAMED TO BE RELATED TO SUCH PRICKS AND THEY HAVE SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDLY PERSONALITYS!.
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| hello mr cop...merry x-mas |
[25 Dec 2004|10:35am] |
so merry x-mas! haha but i'm not going to talk about the holiday cheer and all that jazz. ---
last night we went over to the barnett's for a fun little x-mas party! fun fun fun...moving along...on our way back fomr harrisburg at about 12:45 am Ashlee and i head home and begin smoking x-mas joy.(maryjane) not even 15 minutes later we pass a POLICE MAN at a stopped intersection. just then we get pulled over...i'm like omg ahh i throw the drug paraphanyla (spelling)to the side pockets in the car and quickly ash throws me a cigarette to cover up the maryjane smell! MAD PARANOYA! it's fucking x-mas morning, is all i can think.
why we should have gotten caught---
we smelled!
we sounded slow and dumb
blood shot eyes
steamed windows
umm yeah all evidense to search the car with a warrrent if they wanted..so anyways... so this cop walks up t ashlee's car and she's like hi..and were both like merry x-mas. then he explained that he pulled ashlee over because she had one head light...jus then outta the blue came another cop car... i'm puffing away at my cigarette!! so now theres a cop on each side of us with bright ass flashlights in my eyes. meanwhile while ashlee is tellin her driving record to the cop at her door the cop at mine is searching the whole car with his flashlight, and giving me lectures about smoking... i was really quite nice about it...like o yeah i'm trying to quit. then he went into this huge ass math problem about how much money i spend a year on cigarettes...hahha and he was asking me for the answer.! i was like this is what i like to do to relax...and he then starts naming things i can do to relax rather than smoke..like reading, and exercise...and then i was like see i'm lazy and i enjoy cigarettes... then he changed the subject to ask me if i had been drinking..haha then i looked at him and said umm i don't drink...i don't like it ( which is a lie) he then goes well your eyes are a little bloodshot!!!! o? must be the cigarette... but i wish when he was giving me all those detailed facts about cigarettes, i would have gotten more pissed off, like i don't want to hear this man. umm ok i won't go into more detail about x-mas morning but lets just say it was probably the single most firghtning moment in my life other than one there was a checkpoint and i was completely trassshhhed! but thats abother story.
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[24 Dec 2004|07:52am] |
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my sleep schedule is fucked up again. i just finished watching this movie "melvin goes to dinner"- pretty decent indie film with a jack black cameo.
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| funeral for hair. a birth for new. |
[23 Dec 2004|12:33am] |
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so err... it's been about a 3 weeks since iv shaved my armpits, legs, an mmy err "grrr"( draw your own conclusions)...and i'm going to be a fucking fembo because girly girls suck!!!!lets have a funeral for my dry ass hair ( on my head)( that is falling out little my little via cigarettes and dying it) so i'm growing the layers long now. with extra crazy volume and then dying it blonde once it's healthy again (HA!)but possibly keeping a black stip on the side...ole skunky! life is boring when you write about hair...butit's my biggest problem right now...and that's a very very good thing...that and i'm outta gas and i have 4 dollass.no 3 ! i'm listening to forget cassettes and feelin just fine!
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[02 Dec 2004|04:06am] |
I feel bad for me. So this whole entry is going to be me complaning about me.
i think i have finally found my self respect. I hope. I want to learn kickboxing so i can kick myself for answering the phone that night and being a tramp. I somehow think i find pleasure in this sort of thing because i have something to be angry at...but when it boils down to it, i[m the one that was the skank. pretending you actually like the person that was fucking you never adds up. it just makes me feel like shit in the end. maybe some girls can go out and fuck men and walk away...but not me...i need someone to hold me. this was never the case in my fake love relationships i guess it wouod be quite obvious that your just nothing to him when he asks you to leaave not even 5 minutes afterwards. i'm not even a bit attracted to him...not in the least...not ugly though. I went over for touch and feel, because he wanted "me" over there..i was wanted and thats something that is hard for me to refuse...but I was not the one he was thinking of, and i just didn't care..because i felt like maybe he'd adore me ..but WHY i feel nothing for this boy yet it stings so bad. i guess i just liked 15 minutes of fake lovin to make me smile a bit more throughout the day. allwell i guess i just need several hugs from several loved ones...or i need to hug myself more.
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[15 Sep 2004|10:16pm] |
i have black hair now...
too much has happined...sorry for neglecting you journal...i'll try and pay closer attension
ms. black hair it's been like this for about 3 months
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[11 Jul 2004|12:56pm] |
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This journal is so neglected. I loved it a year ago.
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